I was destined to become a woman, but it only became clear to me in the last few weeks.
Ways in which being a woman matches me.
I don't smoke. I tried to for a week back when I was 19 but I couldn't figure out how to inhale and I gave up.
I don't drink. My second wife, Jane, was an alcoholic and I learned first-hand how difficult it is to live with. Today, at 56, I drank water, tea, and milk. No coffee. No beer. No alcohol.
I have no children. This was on purpose. Because I was a crossdresser and was in the words of my mother a "sinner" I did not want to cause someone else to come into my life.
I've only been arrested once in my life (for crossdressing in Texas) and the charges were dropped.
I've never had extra-marital affairs with anyone.
I have never injured another living human being.
Although both my marriages ended in divorce, they were better off with me out of their lives.
So, I've been preparing for being a good woman for all my life.
